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Down the memory lane

Down the memory lane We come across many whom we admire We come across some whom we like to have a chat with We come across few for whom we feel differently and special We come across only one for whom we feel like changing Is it a change management process Is it normally normal- which I am quite unable to distinguish? Its not possible to b with that someone But the heart never fails to say one last time every morning Pain is inevitable- but there is a sweet charm It’s a small circle of glimpses and phases Let it pass by this way- as long it can Down the memory lane One day though it might pain but I will still smile It takes a million of heart pouncing moments to win over a situation To overcome fear to open up to change all that I was just for self pleasure of pain inevitable Abnormally- this is neither a crush- nor a dying love story It’s a sweet friendship with fragrance of love care and many more It’s a sweet chocolate with layers of nice and

Journey to Horizon

The sky- moves far and far the more we think we are reached the horizon Horizon- an illusion of the beautiful nature merging one into the other Does this horizon exist in life- where we think of a perfect match for us.. The more close we are- we realise the more far it is to reach the perfection in us. Made for each other becomes  mad at each other in this journey of reaching the horizon We all seem to grow in a relationship- to realise the more closer we got- The distance between our souls increased Is this what growing in a relation is all about Its all about beauty- perfection u carry the beauty Does the two soul coming closer ever try to peep in and look at the inner beauty Everyone is exists with a two face one as beautiful as the shinning moon on a full moon night The other as ugly and dark and fierce as the black hole A relationship  should b strong enough to look at both the sides Accept both the faces of the one and stand by I have reali

Confession of Confusion

  The state  of where I myself do not know what I am looking for I know- Straight away one word - Confused is the term Are you sure what u r doing and whaty u want to  do how did u reach to such strong a conclusion Was it a easy Journey till here? Sitting by myself I ask the  girl within- Girl - when did u become the lady you are At times I try to track the many small emotions which were never even considered by me I miss them now I wish i could fulfill them Is this why - I am into the satate of confusion I confess - I am confused I am confused with the past and the future I live for the day I live the momnet But when the moment pases by i feel i just lived in my past I cant quite distinguish the past from my present It was breathing and learning and adopting It still is breathing Learning and adopting Well now the question- when did u become such a lady? A confused answer with such a tsunami inside Did i really transform into a lady. Or Is it a small chi

iNdePEndenCe

Celebrating Independence ? Are we really the independent ones.. Dependency is a part of our culture and economy however we still consider ourselves to be Independent. Independence from what exactly, is the question? British rule? OOO..well we still are dependent on the social blockage of - Girls being girly and if not its a bad progeny of the parents Blue collars white collars job We live in a country where almost the entire youth is working for someone Yet tags of IT and BPO - is enough to build ur social reputation Eltie jobs - though hard to find but just name it ornamentaly Along with the Government job- who stops u then? This is what the 68th independence has given us... A country where girls are facing n number of issues daily While these are the ones who earns you name and fame as well Time and again- girls have faced it I face it today again- everywhere the same blockage I might sound like a feminist, though I m not But I would say- i definately m not i

Possession

What exactly do we possess - apart from our own emotions? Only cause the emotions involves someone else do we possess the person. Are our emotions responsible to be answered by the other person? What if the answer doesnot match our expectations. We stop and say I am going to stop expecting from you. Its not possible to be in someone elses position and feel what the other person feels. But isnt it possible to just be there with the person. Flowing down  in a journey of knowing each other do we actually put lot of limitations on each other I donot know how to overcome this boundary of expectations Well I guess we all can rectify others- It only gets tougher when we need to rectify oneself. I realised we dont possess anyone. Thereby, our emotions should be less connected to someone elses behaviour Tried to experiment on self I would say not that tough - just constantly play a record in mind "you dont possess anyone" Smiling away all the time

Gospel Truth

The base of all- the Gospel truth The easiest thing on earth is to open up to a stranger As days passes u feel u can give in more of u to this stranger As weeks passes and the stranger listens to you gives you a venting zone in him We feel  - we are at our comfort zone The stranger then remains no longer a stranger he can hurt you as u have exposed urself to him.. By the time we realise it we already have that unknown bonding of trust Trust - Gospel truth The moment the trust between u and me vanishes The US factor flies away and a seperate U and a seperate ME falls apart Your trust in me - gave me wings to fly and see the unseen from the top When the trust  flew away my wings were snatched Your trust in me - made me feel good about myself, Cant show u how bad i feel of myself when i miss that trust Your trust made me feel  I can stand again and run again Now when its gone i feel like my limbs remain numb Your trust  in me - made me beli

A walk with myslef

Lingering around in unknown roads Sometimes burnt in the heat of Sun Sometimes drenched in calmness of the moon light Only my shadow follows me Only my heart knows my wounds Only my mind encourages to take the next step. This walk is like an illusion to touch the sky I know the fact its an illusion Still  I walk, smilingly .................. boldly. I have walked with you, I have walked with her I have walked with him, I have walked with them. Chanting alone a rhyme - its ok!!!- no matter what - its ok Give me some more time-I will still follow this mirage of perfect life Why does it need to be so beautifully complicated Its like a dream within a dream Sometimes beautiful and sometimes dreadful. I started by crying and  kicking out of my my moms womb I crawled for sometime and gained strength to stand Then i trembled and toddled fondly sometime Then i walked  as intially i was amazed Now i am in a phase whereI am running I know the next phase is limping and

Parting

Life changes every minute. As a small seed grows into a tree We humans grow emotionally - attached or detached Attachment enriches the relation Detachment does it kill the relation the love? Detachment - also means u love that being and you are happy to see it happy and safe Parting is said to be the worst thing ever happening Really is it!!! Parting is bad when it stops your life Parting is bad when it hampers your growth as a person Parting is bad when you stop taking lessons Parting is bad when u kill more then one soul with your decision Scheduling life and each phase- does it work out?? Are we happy with that all scheduled things. Why are we such beings who try to schedule everything Is it so tough to live free just the way i wish I recently realised- all words of soul mates and understanding are so unrealistic God is Great- so each individual is unic with his thought process No 2 souls on earth has the same feeling never So, what do u do- part away? I gue

Transformation

We all need that extra bit of pampering Sometimes that from Mom with that tight hug from her -as we are a part of her Sometimes from Father that patting- to understand we are his pride Sometimes a huge smile from your siblings - which says I support u just do it Sometimes a good counselling from your bestie- I know u also need a fall back and i am there Sometimes a very understanding gesture from that someone special- which means I can count on him no matter what!!! :) Sometimes a unknown smile from a stranger soothes all that need A boost from a friend covers up all the need of a sibling A power hug from a coleauge makes your day A smile from someone you like makes a lot of difference We all tend to run after the unattainable Something which is not there is aways more beautiful amd object to be missed Sometimes in the craze of that unattainable we loose the charm of the present Many a times we forget to appreciate what we have Most of the times we donot even see wh

Positivity may be

Easy to say though- Live life as it comes to you Life comes down hard on you - no matter how good the situation it might be We tend to always see the better side, try to see the worse ends too U love someone, he is not with you- u r unhappy- Very bad you both have ended up unhappily together- worse "Look at the brither side" Trust me in the big dark sky above your head, somewhere there is a star only shinning for you Lonliness doesnot kill us- its we who make our feeling secluded and kill ourself Love life for what it is to you tough very tough- ask me at times what do i want to do, when i loose my mind "i just wanna a die'- my reply stereotype Trust me i love myself too much so i cant kill myself , i dont think of anyone i am only concerned about myself Indeed i would say we all are. Faith - we hardly have that on ourself , how do we expect someone else to trust us Life  live it everyday as it comes you cant change it you cant change anyone aro

Memories

Memories are always the sweetest thing that we possess.No matter how bad a person or situation we might have faced for that person, what we always possess is sweet memories. Memories from our childhood . Memories of the first day at school. Memories of how you made it up to your bestie. Memories how your mom once smiled at our inncoence.Memories of you being caught red handed while speaking to yourself in a lonely room(if u r mad like me). Memories how at late nights u laughed your heart out with your mom at her silly jokes. Memories how you scribbled and spoke to your friends in Pin drop silence of the class rooms. memories when your teachers yelled at each one of you and you gagged inside. Memories of all school play rehersels. Memories when you took your sibling in your palm. Memories of the first moment you were drunk.Memories of the first kiss. Memories of the mocking at your friends. Memories of all wrong things that you said at wrong places.Memories of all the double meaning jo

Time

Let me start this with a small question to you - Do u think you have enough time for yourself? Time - we all would agree that this one word has huge potentiality. Time-is money Time- We run behind some one to get some personnel and quality time. Time- Our office time kills our social and personnel time. Time - We cant go back to time and ammend our mistakes. Time- somones good time brings bad fate to someone else Time- all our wounds gets healed with time. Time- It takes time to build something Time- A big factor that every phase of an individuals life depends on Time- if u give qualtiy time to a good relation it flourishes Time- when somone listens to u and consoles u, all that the person has gien to you is his or her precious time Time- Sentiments change with time Time- people grow old with time Time- repetation aof activities makes us tired with time Time- memories is all we have with time Time the biggest factor as it is for others in your life, like wise it mi

Me - a new discovery

She loves reading- only if it serves her taste which she is definately not aware of She loves writing- i am quite sure she looses track of what she wants to write about so u might b lost She loves painting- a non painter , u can definately figure the rest She loves singing - many friends have saved her from being geeting paid as a begger She loves dancing- if only moving hands and legs is called a dance then she is a dancer She loves to be alone at times- she is definatly not happy the sitution she is in being alone s a run away She loves to laugh at anything and everything possible- she is foolish She loves shopping- so she is always a bankrupt no matter if its the beggining or end of the month She loves her solitudeness- people cant handle her madness Sleeping is her first love of life- what else can the world need to be at peace She tries to make fun of the most serious situation- an escaping idea which never worked nor will ever work She falls  unmistakenly everyday-