E"art"hy - everything positive

Moving amidst the crowded street Laughing aloud in the gang of my closest buddies Somewhere my heart misses the link from where I am Somewhere my my mind starts a deep search of 'U" the unknown Sometimes its like sitting idle and running and rocket within A rocket with loads of questions A rocket filled with all passion and emotion A rocket of sadness and monotonous failures A rocket with a base of uncertainty Looking back is was and never an option I still do look back- for again the pain I caused all that pain to myself I am the bearer and I am the creator I found a New me in creating my emotions in paper At times i go out of words and out of creations A real painful crisis- that when the rocket of emotions plunges in Questions of uncertainty blur my vision of thoughts Do I take a pause and look for something more meaningful How do differentiate of something or someone meaningful or worthless Sometimes the most unworthy seems to