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Virtual v/s Reality

Writing it down..Erasing it Speaking it aloud With a fit realising was that required Sometimes the most known faces- Becomes the most unknown people At times the most understanding fact Turns to be the most not realised feeling Nothing and noone knows it better then the inner self For me its unexplainable No tears can wipe it off No smile can hide it better No trust can build it stronger No relation would carry it further It started with a small flickering trigger somewhere in my mind It will end in the small corner of my hear with changing something bigger Trademark- following the heart But I know the fact that it leads no where As it dreams of rationally impossible facts Sitting in a cosy corner of a room with me and my world at times would answer all that I feel While behaving just like one crazy of a creature defines me the best Variety thats me - I guess Solitude versus company Company  versus Honesty versus Faith All these virtual words are so self c...

Strangers...

A dwindling mind - Thousand questions with thousand and one probable answers, Although they have no motives or purpose Scribbled thoughts, unfinished conversation Unwanted confessions that too a stranger It was as easy as ................ She stood strong - with all wrapped feelings She studied the behaviour She observed the smoke in the room Yet a secured sense thrived her mind She spoke like a celebrated champagne just opened The listener was all but patient Although she believed all...... yet she questioned all Tried to scrutinise minute details stranger strange to all remained himself Stripping all the doubts and fears All she did was accepted it to be this way The dwindling mind is still dwindling.. Yes now with some more thousand questions This time this questions had motives and purposes to serve She felt light and younger with burden of a purpose called love She felt to turn the earth round - just to make it picture perfect She was the thirst quenched in ...

Fly High

Heart filled with dreams Mind boggling down with questions and uncertainities Unaware of the gust of wind when I set loose Will it help me soar high or will rock me down I just hope I have my strings behind me To be pulled before I vanish into the uncertainitis, I wont say I dont fear to be wrong But I dare to dream I dare to dream it big I donot know or understand priorities may be All I know that I need to fly- fly high Hope to get the strength beneath my wings To all the questions and inhibitions in my mind- Dont threaten me please I might change in the entire process- But I will return back to my den I would remain the same I am I might take some time- but I will The woods are dense and thick I need that potion of hope to move on The crowd ahead is full of deadly smiles The mob snatched away all my priceless belongings Ripped off all that I had- Here I stand on my own created cliff of a mixed me Opening my arms- try...

Living it my way

Motivating oneself to be strong is not an easy task Specially while you stand in a crowd- so not u Either its the crowd or its U By the human nature we have - we gladly give it to the crowd  Why cant we just look at our inner self  and accept all that we are Almost everyone close to me- advised me to learn to accept myself The question is- is it accepting me Or it is accepting the fact i cant be wrong that makes life easier I find myself at the toughest point in life-  Cause- I try to justify the mistake rather then me I was never the I caring person I am always the bookish child who believes Some one is watching U. The more I gave it to the situation and to the ally I am with The more I feel like being betrayed to the core.. I conclude this to be the karmic truth-  That what we give is that we get Well I m yet to get - that what I gave away. Happy faces- Caring questions Many suggestion and thousand conclusion  Is the...

Emotional Rocket :)

Moving amidst the crowded street Laughing aloud in the gang of my closest buddies Somewhere my heart misses the link from where I am Somewhere my my mind starts a deep search of 'U" the unknown Sometimes its like sitting idle and running and rocket within A rocket with loads of questions A rocket filled with all passion and emotion A rocket of sadness and monotonous failures A rocket with a base of uncertainty Looking back is was and never an option I still do look back- for again the pain I caused all that pain to myself I am the bearer and I am the creator I found a New me in creating my emotions in paper At times i go out of words and out of creations A real painful crisis- that when the rocket of emotions plunges in Questions of uncertainty blur my vision of thoughts Do I take a pause and look for something more meaningful How do differentiate of something or someone meaningful or worthless Sometimes the most unworthy seems to...

Down the memory lane

Down the memory lane We come across many whom we admire We come across some whom we like to have a chat with We come across few for whom we feel differently and special We come across only one for whom we feel like changing Is it a change management process Is it normally normal- which I am quite unable to distinguish? Its not possible to b with that someone But the heart never fails to say one last time every morning Pain is inevitable- but there is a sweet charm It’s a small circle of glimpses and phases Let it pass by this way- as long it can Down the memory lane One day though it might pain but I will still smile It takes a million of heart pouncing moments to win over a situation To overcome fear to open up to change all that I was just for self pleasure of pain inevitable Abnormally- this is neither a crush- nor a dying love story It’s a sweet friendship with fragrance of love care and many more It’s a sweet chocolate with layers of nice and ...

Journey to Horizon

The sky- moves far and far the more we think we are reached the horizon Horizon- an illusion of the beautiful nature merging one into the other Does this horizon exist in life- where we think of a perfect match for us.. The more close we are- we realise the more far it is to reach the perfection in us. Made for each other becomes  mad at each other in this journey of reaching the horizon We all seem to grow in a relationship- to realise the more closer we got- The distance between our souls increased Is this what growing in a relation is all about Its all about beauty- perfection u carry the beauty Does the two soul coming closer ever try to peep in and look at the inner beauty Everyone is exists with a two face one as beautiful as the shinning moon on a full moon night The other as ugly and dark and fierce as the black hole A relationship  should b strong enough to look at both the sides Accept both the faces of the one and stand by I h...