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Living it my way

Motivating oneself to be strong is not an easy task
Specially while you stand in a crowd- so not u
Either its the crowd or its U
By the human nature we have - we gladly give it to the crowd 

Why cant we just look at our inner self  and accept all that we are
Almost everyone close to me- advised me to learn to accept myself
The question is- is it accepting me
Or it is accepting the fact i cant be wrong that makes life easier
I find myself at the toughest point in life- 
Cause- I try to justify the mistake rather then me
I was never the I caring person
I am always the bookish child who believes
Some one is watching U.

The more I gave it to the situation and to the ally I am with
The more I feel like being betrayed to the core..
I conclude this to be the karmic truth- 
That what we give is that we get
Well I m yet to get - that what I gave away.
Happy faces- Caring questions
Many suggestion and thousand conclusion 
Is the wall of the world I live around

I admit to be humanly human-
Cause all I care about is all feelings that are mine
But I had been insanely human each time - I was in love
I gave it up to U who were so special...
It was a bitter to take betrayal till then
U didnt cheat me for someone else- U Cheated my faith in love
Am I still to be the one to be blamed - cause I choose to trust U.....

Where is the karmic truth- wheres the law of nature
Where is the someone who sees it all-
I have been drenched in the pain of my wounds..
I cant even walk to see or explore any more..
I am drowning in my own pool of blood
My eyes still hopeful to see some light.

How do I embrace my broken pieces together and accept it all
Whom do i look up in this unknown crowd to give me a hand of life
Its better I sleep peacefully while I slowly get dumped in my own emotions and die.

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