Virtual v/s Reality

Writing it down..Erasing it
Speaking it aloud
With a fit realising was that required
Sometimes the most known faces-
Becomes the most unknown people
At times the most understanding fact
Turns to be the most not realised feeling
Nothing and noone knows it better then the inner self
For me its unexplainable
No tears can wipe it off
No smile can hide it better
No trust can build it stronger
No relation would carry it further
It started with a small flickering trigger somewhere in my mind
It will end in the small corner of my hear with changing something bigger
Trademark- following the heart
But I know the fact that it leads no where
As it dreams of rationally impossible facts
Sitting in a cosy corner of a room with me and my world
at times would answer all that I feel
While behaving just like one crazy of a creature
defines me the best
Variety thats me - I guess
Solitude versus company
Company versus Honesty versus Faith
All these virtual words are so self contridictary to themselve
Then how can we human value them and least follow them
Yes this is my problem-
I didnot learn to differentate much between these
These virtual and reality that happens around..
Hence I write and erase..
I speak and think was that necessary...
I doubt no one feeling the way I feel
I laugh aloud like a carefree vagabond
The over dose of it... hides all I feel know and believe in

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