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Emotional Rocket :)

Moving amidst the crowded street
Laughing aloud in the gang of my closest buddies
Somewhere my heart misses the link from where I am
Somewhere my my mind starts a deep search of 'U" the unknown

Sometimes its like sitting idle and running and rocket within
A rocket with loads of questions
A rocket filled with all passion and emotion
A rocket of sadness and monotonous failures
A rocket with a base of uncertainty

Looking back is was and never an option
I still do look back- for again the pain
I caused all that pain to myself
I am the bearer and I am the creator

I found a New me in creating my emotions in paper
At times i go out of words and out of creations
A real painful crisis- that when the rocket of emotions plunges in
Questions of uncertainty blur my vision of thoughts

Do I take a pause and look for something more meaningful
How do differentiate of something or someone meaningful or worthless
Sometimes the most unworthy seems to be the most captivating shot given a try
the failure induces that unwanted rocket to be launched within
Leaving behind a lots of dirt,smug and garbage of bad experiences

I want to settle down with the "I" first before I settle for "U".
I and U sound nice
The niceness although has uncountable feelings I and U hold inbetween.
Can we hold hands and let this gap of uncountable and uncomfortable feelings diminish.

Will this be a meaningful way to deal with the rocket of emotions
Or shall i sit idle and let it take me on all that somersaulting ride 
The way it likes it-uncontrolable and untamed as usual
Till i find the U to tame them- and launch a new rocket of  new emotions.


A I with a emotional rocket launched within.........

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