Emotional Rocket :)

Moving amidst the crowded street

Laughing aloud in the gang of my closest buddies

Somewhere my heart misses the link from where I am

Somewhere my my mind starts a deep search of 'U" the unknown

Sometimes its like sitting idle and running and rocket within

A rocket with loads of questions

A rocket filled with all passion and emotion

A rocket of sadness and monotonous failures

A rocket with a base of uncertainty

Looking back is was and never an option

I still do look back- for again the pain

I caused all that pain to myself

I am the bearer and I am the creator

I found a New me in creating my emotions in paper

At times i go out of words and out of creations

A real painful crisis- that when the rocket of emotions plunges in

Questions of uncertainty blur my vision of thoughts

Do I take a pause and look for something more meaningful

How do differentiate of something or someone meaningful or worthless

Sometimes the most unworthy seems to be the most captivating shot given a try

the failure induces that unwanted rocket to be launched within

Leaving behind a lots of dirt,smug and garbage of bad experiences

I want to settle down with the "I" first before I settle for "U".

I and U sound nice

The niceness although has uncountable feelings I and U hold inbetween.

Can we hold hands and let this gap of uncountable and uncomfortable feelings diminish.

Will this be a meaningful way to deal with the rocket of emotions

Or shall i sit idle and let it take me on all that somersaulting ride

The way it likes it-uncontrolable and untamed as usual

Till i find the U to tame them- and launch a new rocket of new emotions.

A I with a emotional rocket launched within.........

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