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Fly High

Heart filled with dreams Mind boggling down with questions and uncertainities Unaware of the gust of wind when I set loose Will it help me soar high or will rock me down I just hope I have my strings behind me To be pulled before I vanish into the uncertainitis, I wont say I dont fear to be wrong But I dare to dream I dare to dream it big I donot know or understand priorities may be All I know that I need to fly- fly high Hope to get the strength beneath my wings To all the questions and inhibitions in my mind- Dont threaten me please I might change in the entire process- But I will return back to my den I would remain the same I am I might take some time- but I will The woods are dense and thick I need that potion of hope to move on The crowd ahead is full of deadly smiles The mob snatched away all my priceless belongings Ripped off all that I had- Here I stand on my own created cliff of a mixed me Opening my arms- try...

Living it my way

Motivating oneself to be strong is not an easy task Specially while you stand in a crowd- so not u Either its the crowd or its U By the human nature we have - we gladly give it to the crowd  Why cant we just look at our inner self  and accept all that we are Almost everyone close to me- advised me to learn to accept myself The question is- is it accepting me Or it is accepting the fact i cant be wrong that makes life easier I find myself at the toughest point in life-  Cause- I try to justify the mistake rather then me I was never the I caring person I am always the bookish child who believes Some one is watching U. The more I gave it to the situation and to the ally I am with The more I feel like being betrayed to the core.. I conclude this to be the karmic truth-  That what we give is that we get Well I m yet to get - that what I gave away. Happy faces- Caring questions Many suggestion and thousand conclusion  Is the...

Emotional Rocket :)

Moving amidst the crowded street Laughing aloud in the gang of my closest buddies Somewhere my heart misses the link from where I am Somewhere my my mind starts a deep search of 'U" the unknown Sometimes its like sitting idle and running and rocket within A rocket with loads of questions A rocket filled with all passion and emotion A rocket of sadness and monotonous failures A rocket with a base of uncertainty Looking back is was and never an option I still do look back- for again the pain I caused all that pain to myself I am the bearer and I am the creator I found a New me in creating my emotions in paper At times i go out of words and out of creations A real painful crisis- that when the rocket of emotions plunges in Questions of uncertainty blur my vision of thoughts Do I take a pause and look for something more meaningful How do differentiate of something or someone meaningful or worthless Sometimes the most unworthy seems to...

Down the memory lane

Down the memory lane We come across many whom we admire We come across some whom we like to have a chat with We come across few for whom we feel differently and special We come across only one for whom we feel like changing Is it a change management process Is it normally normal- which I am quite unable to distinguish? Its not possible to b with that someone But the heart never fails to say one last time every morning Pain is inevitable- but there is a sweet charm It’s a small circle of glimpses and phases Let it pass by this way- as long it can Down the memory lane One day though it might pain but I will still smile It takes a million of heart pouncing moments to win over a situation To overcome fear to open up to change all that I was just for self pleasure of pain inevitable Abnormally- this is neither a crush- nor a dying love story It’s a sweet friendship with fragrance of love care and many more It’s a sweet chocolate with layers of nice and ...

Journey to Horizon

The sky- moves far and far the more we think we are reached the horizon Horizon- an illusion of the beautiful nature merging one into the other Does this horizon exist in life- where we think of a perfect match for us.. The more close we are- we realise the more far it is to reach the perfection in us. Made for each other becomes  mad at each other in this journey of reaching the horizon We all seem to grow in a relationship- to realise the more closer we got- The distance between our souls increased Is this what growing in a relation is all about Its all about beauty- perfection u carry the beauty Does the two soul coming closer ever try to peep in and look at the inner beauty Everyone is exists with a two face one as beautiful as the shinning moon on a full moon night The other as ugly and dark and fierce as the black hole A relationship  should b strong enough to look at both the sides Accept both the faces of the one and stand by I h...

Confession of Confusion

  The state  of where I myself do not know what I am looking for I know- Straight away one word - Confused is the term Are you sure what u r doing and whaty u want to  do how did u reach to such strong a conclusion Was it a easy Journey till here? Sitting by myself I ask the  girl within- Girl - when did u become the lady you are At times I try to track the many small emotions which were never even considered by me I miss them now I wish i could fulfill them Is this why - I am into the satate of confusion I confess - I am confused I am confused with the past and the future I live for the day I live the momnet But when the moment pases by i feel i just lived in my past I cant quite distinguish the past from my present It was breathing and learning and adopting It still is breathing Learning and adopting Well now the question- when did u become such a lady? A confused answer with such a tsunami inside Did i really transform into a lady. Or...

iNdePEndenCe

Celebrating Independence ? Are we really the independent ones.. Dependency is a part of our culture and economy however we still consider ourselves to be Independent. Independence from what exactly, is the question? British rule? OOO..well we still are dependent on the social blockage of - Girls being girly and if not its a bad progeny of the parents Blue collars white collars job We live in a country where almost the entire youth is working for someone Yet tags of IT and BPO - is enough to build ur social reputation Eltie jobs - though hard to find but just name it ornamentaly Along with the Government job- who stops u then? This is what the 68th independence has given us... A country where girls are facing n number of issues daily While these are the ones who earns you name and fame as well Time and again- girls have faced it I face it today again- everywhere the same blockage I might sound like a feminist, though I m not But I would say- i definately m not i...