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Journey to Horizon

The sky- moves far and far the more we think we are reached the horizon Horizon- an illusion of the beautiful nature merging one into the other Does this horizon exist in life- where we think of a perfect match for us.. The more close we are- we realise the more far it is to reach the perfection in us. Made for each other becomes  mad at each other in this journey of reaching the horizon We all seem to grow in a relationship- to realise the more closer we got- The distance between our souls increased Is this what growing in a relation is all about Its all about beauty- perfection u carry the beauty Does the two soul coming closer ever try to peep in and look at the inner beauty Everyone is exists with a two face one as beautiful as the shinning moon on a full moon night The other as ugly and dark and fierce as the black hole A relationship  should b strong enough to look at both the sides Accept both the faces of the one and stand by I h...

Confession of Confusion

  The state  of where I myself do not know what I am looking for I know- Straight away one word - Confused is the term Are you sure what u r doing and whaty u want to  do how did u reach to such strong a conclusion Was it a easy Journey till here? Sitting by myself I ask the  girl within- Girl - when did u become the lady you are At times I try to track the many small emotions which were never even considered by me I miss them now I wish i could fulfill them Is this why - I am into the satate of confusion I confess - I am confused I am confused with the past and the future I live for the day I live the momnet But when the moment pases by i feel i just lived in my past I cant quite distinguish the past from my present It was breathing and learning and adopting It still is breathing Learning and adopting Well now the question- when did u become such a lady? A confused answer with such a tsunami inside Did i really transform into a lady. Or...

iNdePEndenCe

Celebrating Independence ? Are we really the independent ones.. Dependency is a part of our culture and economy however we still consider ourselves to be Independent. Independence from what exactly, is the question? British rule? OOO..well we still are dependent on the social blockage of - Girls being girly and if not its a bad progeny of the parents Blue collars white collars job We live in a country where almost the entire youth is working for someone Yet tags of IT and BPO - is enough to build ur social reputation Eltie jobs - though hard to find but just name it ornamentaly Along with the Government job- who stops u then? This is what the 68th independence has given us... A country where girls are facing n number of issues daily While these are the ones who earns you name and fame as well Time and again- girls have faced it I face it today again- everywhere the same blockage I might sound like a feminist, though I m not But I would say- i definately m not i...

Possession

What exactly do we possess - apart from our own emotions? Only cause the emotions involves someone else do we possess the person. Are our emotions responsible to be answered by the other person? What if the answer doesnot match our expectations. We stop and say I am going to stop expecting from you. Its not possible to be in someone elses position and feel what the other person feels. But isnt it possible to just be there with the person. Flowing down  in a journey of knowing each other do we actually put lot of limitations on each other I donot know how to overcome this boundary of expectations Well I guess we all can rectify others- It only gets tougher when we need to rectify oneself. I realised we dont possess anyone. Thereby, our emotions should be less connected to someone elses behaviour Tried to experiment on self I would say not that tough - just constantly play a record in mind "you dont possess anyone" Smiling away all the time...

Gospel Truth

The base of all- the Gospel truth The easiest thing on earth is to open up to a stranger As days passes u feel u can give in more of u to this stranger As weeks passes and the stranger listens to you gives you a venting zone in him We feel  - we are at our comfort zone The stranger then remains no longer a stranger he can hurt you as u have exposed urself to him.. By the time we realise it we already have that unknown bonding of trust Trust - Gospel truth The moment the trust between u and me vanishes The US factor flies away and a seperate U and a seperate ME falls apart Your trust in me - gave me wings to fly and see the unseen from the top When the trust  flew away my wings were snatched Your trust in me - made me feel good about myself, Cant show u how bad i feel of myself when i miss that trust Your trust made me feel  I can stand again and run again Now when its gone i feel like my limbs re...

A walk with myslef

Lingering around in unknown roads Sometimes burnt in the heat of Sun Sometimes drenched in calmness of the moon light Only my shadow follows me Only my heart knows my wounds Only my mind encourages to take the next step. This walk is like an illusion to touch the sky I know the fact its an illusion Still  I walk, smilingly .................. boldly. I have walked with you, I have walked with her I have walked with him, I have walked with them. Chanting alone a rhyme - its ok!!!- no matter what - its ok Give me some more time-I will still follow this mirage of perfect life Why does it need to be so beautifully complicated Its like a dream within a dream Sometimes beautiful and sometimes dreadful. I started by crying and  kicking out of my my moms womb I crawled for sometime and gained strength to stand Then i trembled and toddled fondly sometime Then i walked  as intially i was amazed Now i am in a phase whereI am running I know the next ph...

Parting

Life changes every minute. As a small seed grows into a tree We humans grow emotionally - attached or detached Attachment enriches the relation Detachment does it kill the relation the love? Detachment - also means u love that being and you are happy to see it happy and safe Parting is said to be the worst thing ever happening Really is it!!! Parting is bad when it stops your life Parting is bad when it hampers your growth as a person Parting is bad when you stop taking lessons Parting is bad when u kill more then one soul with your decision Scheduling life and each phase- does it work out?? Are we happy with that all scheduled things. Why are we such beings who try to schedule everything Is it so tough to live free just the way i wish I recently realised- all words of soul mates and understanding are so unrealistic God is Great- so each individual is unic with his thought process No 2 souls on earth has the same feeling never So, what do u do- part away? I gue...