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Happy little Heart

Knock knock? Who’s there? I am Happy chirped a voice I spread smiles, I spread happiness added the voice The fear inside me gripped me tighter. "Don't you open the door darling!” They are ephemeral- the lure you  They play with emotions and leave making me heavier Excitement peeped and pulled me by my ear Whispered a lot with glee Well I don't remember what all it said Cause it was so excited after all Well excitement's excitement made me open the door and peep  I swear my peep was so driven by my inquisitiveness and wasn't a welcome Ah! what my eyes saw and how my heart started to jump at the sight of happy I stood there opening the door - while a smile hanged on my lips Dancing and Singing Happy came in without waiting for me to speak a word I was awe driven by her sight and the energy she brought in I sat with my smile hooked on to my lips Happy just snapped a finger at me and said "Look that's my magic d...

seasons of love

The late spring is here. It rained heavily this spring- it was windy . The carefree barren land got drenched and danced away merrily. Little did she care about the indifferent season this year! The wind spread beautiful smell and unknown notion all around the land. Not all could survive the warm heat today after the abstract spring this year. The summer sets in the cute little sleepy notion of spring. Slowly opens its arms and eyelids to see the hot sun  It is so excited to see the sun it feels like jumping and eating it The moist soil holds it back , knowing the sapling is still weak- she hides it within Days of summer passes by - increasing the excitement of the lil sprout The nurturer suffers all the heat of the scorching  sun Just to keep the lil sprouty grounded and safe She bears all the tapering of the hard rain of the monsoon this year She didnot dance like a carefree dancer of spring It rained hard- there were floods- but the protector...

SMILE :)

Just like the moon-Yes like the moon You have traveled a lot of phases You have changed so many faces Traveled so long- that it has already been noon Before the darkness dawns in-lets sit a while- just a while! Lets take a stroll back those phases Does that hurt? In a minutes journey - you might be smiling too In a while your emotional fountain might just burst Hold on to it baby! Dont drop those precious pearls. Boring- aint it,it made you sad. You want to re-lieve few of those moments again You want to rectify all the mistakes u did Alas! all gone. You are the hero - You are the Villain Of your own knitted story. The story so far is well knit. However, it might not be that neat. The story at times is dark and not well lit. Life doesnt come with the delete button Doesnt give us the erase option. The masks we wore sometimes were so wrong The ideas we created and passed were so not true. Hold on to your emotional fountain baby! I know  - it lacks the pus...

Hope

Amidst the running through the neatly webbed hurdles I found a beautiful smile at each tiring step I took Indeed that smile was so warm that , I don't even remember how I jumped off those stumbling hurdles Yes smiling faces those are Beautiful people they are and indebted I am No one has an easy life- neither was mine I am yet to climb the entire rope But the journey so far was tiring but fine Its these people who came in as the ray of hope. Not all of them have I met Some are  virtual and a few  are dead :( Their hair brushed my hair  and guided me unknowingly when I was young Yet, their goodness stills smells fresh in my life I don't know should I be just happy Or, shall I just carry this gratitude in my heart All I want to do- is reflect back all the goodness I already had Giving it back - ain't that bad Praising someone's goodness Participating in someone's madness. Let the bottle of happiness and smile open, Let the laughter ec...

CHAPTER II

My bucket list - since last 27 years just sat idle- adding wishes While I thought - all my wishes were abstractly absurd, While I planned to just close the lid of it and start afresh. The bucket tipped and tossed and hushhh all the wishes flew. I was happy that- I didn't have to be guilty for not accepting them as mine. Then a turn, as if I was walking towards myself in a dream A dream so real, where life which looked like a fake story book now A weird turn - a not calculated or thought I clinger around All changed, as if it was that easy Hard to believe cause Life never seemed so easy Lucrative very it was - the more cautiously I set for it The more beautiful and soothing this has been. Not all was great or mind blowing But indeed worth the entire beautiful journey I am set for I am anxious to a point that i don't generally admit its nice What if the feeling jinxes it What if it turns into the worst nightmare ever Being the positive clum...

In search!!

Toothless smiles of the young and the old.. Its true happiness... The tired waiting eyes of the infant and the grannies.. are the most sincere waits... All the rest is a phase where the feelings lapse so quickly.. Why? We are out of time..running with the insane crowd. Where and for what? Fame fortune and attention.. By the time the cycle ends.. Realisation is helpless!! Wrekless attitude- judjing others Struggling to move up the ladder - To enjoy the free fall 😊 Many give away in the middle Many make it upto the top In the entire journey - I feel each one of is so confused! Its so easy to advocate or advice others Its so tuff to deal with "my stuff" - my feelings.. my happiness A hope of some miracle which would overshadow the messy mess Whats happiness Fame fortune and glitters!! I find even memories start rotting with time. People change with time and mob Needs change! Demands change! Responses change!!! A simple yet confused heart still figh...

Beautiful Nothing

Life is always a strange journey A mixed bag of emotions... Although at the end it all seems beautiful And the most beauties are a bunchof- small beautiful nothings... A smile from a stranger - beautifully nothing A true hug from a friend - beautifully nothing The sound of nature - beautifully nothing The smell of each changing season - beautifully nothing The chirpings of the sparrows - beautifully nothing The colours of spring - beautifully nothing A babys trust - beautifully nothing A childs quest cor knowledge - beautifully  nothing Two strangers entagled with no bind but love - beautifully nothing Teachings and teachers all around - beautifully nothing. The pain and happiness of birth -beautifully nothing The ever evolving nature - beautifully nothing A fathers untold sacrfice - beautifully nothing A moms limitless love - beautifully nothing The peace in the oldies heart - beautifully nothing The faith in myths of mythologies - beautifully nothing. ...