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A walk with myslef

Lingering around in unknown roads
Sometimes burnt in the heat of Sun
Sometimes drenched in calmness of the moon light
Only my shadow follows me
Only my heart knows my wounds
Only my mind encourages to take the next step.

This walk is like an illusion to touch the sky
I know the fact its an illusion
Still  I walk, smilingly .................. boldly.
I have walked with you, I have walked with her
I have walked with him, I have walked with them.

Chanting alone a rhyme - its ok!!!- no matter what - its ok
Give me some more time-I will still follow this mirage of perfect life
Why does it need to be so beautifully complicated
Its like a dream within a dream
Sometimes beautiful and sometimes dreadful.

I started by crying and  kicking out of my my moms womb
I crawled for sometime and gained strength to stand
Then i trembled and toddled fondly sometime
Then i walked  as intially i was amazed
Now i am in a phase whereI am running
I know the next phase is limping and toddling
Then .................................


Remains of me
The Journey ends somewhere someday
I imagine- can i be enough to justify this journey
I so wish I could carry this memories
If and if only I have a next life
Crying and trembling i wills tart it from where I will leave it this time

Footprints of mine will be erased
Travellers I met will carry my memories till the end they can
Some good some bad of me will always linger around
Sometimes some thoughts of mine will bring a smile like a sunshine
At times some feelings connected with me will sooth u like stading under a windy moonlight

I will exist in some sorrows and griefs
I will exist in some smiles and happiness
My soul will still linger to capture the moment of the perfect life
To walk till the end where the land meets the sky.
Where the rainbow of a fair life begins.......
 

life changes colour
Rainbow of a fair life :)




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